And so I took that leap of faith. It seemed like I was completely out of my mind, to leave everything including my job but I've never felt so sure about myself. A month after, I am starting to question myself. Crazy times!
READING
Topology by James R. Munkres. Because I need to and I am starting to love it. I am hoping it'll love me back. The. Soonest. Time. Possible.
WRITING
LISTENING
To my mind screaming for rest. And to my heart because the past days are difficult. This is harder than I thought it would be. #thestruggleisreal #gradschoolblues
THINKING
About not being too hard on myself. And how to pass all my subjects. Gosh!
FEELING
Every need for a whole body massage but I do not deserve it yet. Not yet. I am currently scared but hopeful. So so hopeful.
LOVING
Everything that is happening in my life right now except the sleepless nights and the mental blocks. I sometimes forget to be grateful for this dream that came true especially when not so good thoughts creep in but I need to remind myself that I asked and prayed hard for this.
WANTING
To eat pasta! My ultimate comfort food.
NEEDING
To absorb all my readings, to manage time properly, to not forget to smile every hour, every minute if possible.
WISHING
For a super sponge mind.
Friends, I am currently taking up Doctor of Philosophy in Mathematics at Ateneo de Manila University. I want to document this time of my life because whatever happens, I want to look back at these moments someday.
